Fighting For The Life....

Can You Feel It Hardening Too?
No Longer Fighting To Hold Onto You
Listening To The Shouting Lies
Allowing The Cold, Blindness To Set In The Eyes
My Heart Is Tired And Weary
The Coming Days Just Oh So Dreary
A Sickness So Deep
I Lay Awake And Weep
Why Don't Mend?
Can't You See I'm Trying To Rend?
Where Are You When I Feel Alone?
Why Don't You Answer My Spirit's Groan?
So You're Here, But I Don't Let In
I'm Too Consumed With My Sin.
I Don't Feel Like Letting Go.
I Don't Want To Let My Pain Show
Sweetly Broken Is Definately Not Me
A Gross Flow Of Emotion Is What I See
The Hardening Continues To Spread
Because Of The Voices In My Head
How Do I Quiet Them Forever?
Deeper And Deeper They Sever
I Can't Keep Fighting So Hard
It Leaves Me Hurting And Scarred
I'm Left Here Crying
Wanting My Flesh To Be The One Dying
Stop The Ache!
I Don't Know How Much More I Can Take....