Monday, September 20, 2010

My God's Bigger Than Your Sin

I was so little, so Small
still a baby
but for you it meant nothing at all
I was so mild,
and so meek.
And you took advantage
of the fact that I was weak
I was so young
just barely three
how could you?
How dare you take advantage of me!
The effects lasting long
the trauma so deep
haunts me while awake
and terrorizes my sleep
I am so broken
so hurt to the core
do you understand the
effects I had to endure
never feeling safe
Afraid of who to trust
Not understanding the differences
between love and plain old lust
I struggle daily to find beauty
Always feeling the dirt of your sin
the emotional scars
but you'll never win
you may have taken my innocence
for a bit of lust
But you see
My Jesus is the one I can trust
He's the one who calls me his child
And wipes away the many tears
Holds me close at night
and fights away those fears
Your actions broke me down
made me hurt something strong
But my God promises
it wont hurt for long
So I give you to Him
allow His justice to take place
and try to get rid of the bitterness
I feel when I see a picture of your face
You may have hurt me
But we all sin great
I forgive you for it
and I'm trying not to hate
My God's bigger than your sin

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