ramblings of the heart

Lord I'm Cry Out
And I Can't Hear Your Voice
My Words Bounce Off These Walls
Shattering The Silence And
Allowing The Wound To Open Again
Like A Scavenger I Pick Thru
Trying To Find Something Of Worth In Me
But My Hands Are Already Filthy
Infecting The Wound Yet Again
In Desperate Need Of A Healer
Yet I'm Trying To Be All I Need
How Do I Expect To Hear You Over My Screams?
When Will I Let You Back Into This Room?
Why Are You Screaming Too?
So Many Questions
I Have No Answers But Pretend I Know It All
Lord Break The Walls
I'm Scared But Ready To Let Go Again
So Here's My Wounded Infected Heart
But I Can't Stop The Screaming Soul
Help Me Kill The Flesh Around
Let Me Lay Upon That Altar Once More
Allow Me To Take The Pounding Weight Off
Carry My Cross Because It's Breaking My Shoulders
I Can't Fight This Battle Alone
The Enemies Are Already Inside
All I Have Left Is My Crying To You
Be The Healer I Know You Are
Take Your Soldier Back
Stop The Bleeding And Train Me Up
I Need Your Knowledge And Power To Prevail
I'm Begging For Your Mercy
I'm Pleding For Your Grace
You've Never Forsaken Me
Yet I Still Wander And Do Things On My Own
Hold My Heart Close As It Breaks Apart
Let It Tune Back To The Rythm Of Yours
Let Me Go Again As Your Servant
Proclaiming How Great Of A Master
And Father and Lover You Truely Are
Here I Am Lord, Send Me!